...I Need A Healer...

Who are you to tell me to heal?
My soul was wounded long ago.
Can't get over it.
Won't get over it.
And the screaming overthrows.

Voices called..
Alone at night,
Snow fell on my windowsill.
But this is California, It never snows here.

I need a shaman...
To teach me the way.
I need a healer...
To live another day.
I need to worship...
Something unknown.
I need to swallow pills...
Until I'm full grown.

What man would stay with someone so broken?
Someone who grabs my hands and steals away the pain.
What man would want to save my life,
After I ran....from my state of recovery?

He needs to wake up...
PLEASE BABY WAKE UP!
And He could wake me from the dead...
And he could give me somewhere to rest my head....
And he healed my life that way..
He took the pain away...
Please Baby Wake up.....


I NEED A boy,
Who's tortured but strong.
I need a man,
Who can hold on.
I need a guy,
One Just like Shawn.
But he's a character on some tv show.

I need a man,
Just like Piper has.
One who can save me from myself.
And even if ... I want to be normal.
He says"Being different is where your powers come from"

A boy like Leo....

I want my Shawn.....

These Visions of snow....
These images of my heart that glows.
These wings....
That have turned black.
These dreams that were stolen.
I hope someday you'll know them all....

Daddy.... Why did you hurt me like that?
Daddy... Why did you hit me so fast?
Daddy... Why did you throw me down,
And you ripped off my clothes till I screamed and I was bleeding....
You left me ravaged and pleading... "Daddy...Why?"

Daddy... I remember everything..
Daddy... Why would you want to kill my mommy?
Oh, Daddy, Get off the meth...
I saw you Jawing. Shooting up.
I saw you fall you left me to call out "DADDY!
What do you say?
I'm glad I didn't have to see you after that day...
Oh Why would you hurt me so much?


I need some love...
From a boy...
That can heal the delusion,
That can make life more than an illusion..
I need someone...
To hold my hand..
But who would stay after me telling them the things I never should have said?
Because of Daddy.....



He needs to wake up...
PLEASE BABY WAKE UP!
And He could wake me from the dead...
And he could give me somewhere to rest my head....
And he healed my life that way..
He took the pain away...
Please Baby Wake up.....




I walked a thousand miles until blood was in my shoes.
I cut the cares away,
I tied myself to truth....
I need someone..
Like Leo OR Shawn..

I need a shaman...
To teach me the way.
I need a healer...
To live another day.
I need to worship...
Something unknown.
I need to swallow pills...
Until I'm full grown.


What man would stay with someone so broken?
Someone who grabs my hands and steals away the pain.
What man would want to save my life,
After I ran....from my state of recovery?


They say I'm crazy..
WELL WOULDN'T YOU BE TOO?
They say I'm hopeless..
But I have been through so much,..
So much no one really knows..
Well wouldn't you be HOPELESS TOO?

Quench the thirst....
Oh baby...
Please just quench the thirst...

He needs to wake up...
PLEASE BABY WAKE UP!
And He could wake me from the dead...
And he could give me somewhere to rest my head....
And he healed my life that way..
He took the pain away...
Please Baby Wake up.....

Quench the thirst....